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Dead End, Another Letter From Prison
I got to thinking about it, though...."Dead End." What a perfect sticker to put on drugs, pornography, and anything else that leads to the destruction of the soul.
It was so nice to talk to you last night and I'm glad you were home because I was pretty bummed out. I told you about that movie called,
"Sweet November" and it was good, but I didn't like the ending. Anyway, like I was telling you, it reminded me of my Mom and I always get mad at myself when I think of how I avoided her while she was dying. I was so selfish that even while my Mom was unable to care for herself, I was too busy to spend any time with her. I just can't let go of how bad I hate myself over that. I'm glad you didn't keep in touch with me back then, because you'd probably think I was a big jerk. The sad thing is I couldn't blame you. Jesus truly saved me from becoming a total waste of life by finally putting His foot down and saying, "Enough is enough." I can't stress enough to your Sunday school class how important it is to stay in God's Word and not stray from it. When that happens, its so easy to lose your morals and conscience that governs your choices in even the simplest acts. I'm a walking example of what I believe is a good person gone bad....until Jesus rescued me! He must have a plan for me because He could have simply let me keep going the way I was. And that would have been the end of me. I remember telling my neighbor, the day I got arrested that I was going to end up in jail or dead if something drastic didn't change in my life. Well, I guess something drastic sure happened, and I'm glad I'm not dead! Hallelujah! Jesus saw me fit to serve a purpose in this life and called me back to Him! Thank you Jesus! He even gave me "GOD Parents"to help me out along my new path! :)
You showed me who is important in my life, and I won't go running back to all those people who I wasted all my time with.
You help me more than you could imagine, because just taking a phone call, or getting your letters shows me beyond a doubt that you care about me! I haven't felt that way for so long, and the lack of people who visit or write to me shows you why.
I wish I could make some more stickers that say , "Dead End," so you could stick them on things that fit in that category.
Thank You for everything!
God bless!
Love your "God Son",
Tim